Lynx

Installed Ubuntu 10.04 recently. It’s really awesome, and for the first time I see Linux as a friendly system for me. Will be researching in a meantime.
I really want to become better knowing Linux 🙂

hassy freeze

oh-oh-oh. it’s fucking cold, but sunny. shitty though I can’t get myself to shoot someone. my hassy is freezing and the shutter stucks.. crap.

>_<

shit, why am I so idiot to hurt my friends’ feelings really bad..

tadadam

maybe I should stop searching for a reason?

the weather is cool, btw. it’s snowing hard, and nothing farther than 10m could be seen. miraculous. would really want to shoot somebody in that kind of entourage, but, unfortunately, as always..

as of january 4th

I hate Moscow’s cold wind. it makes me sad. and I hate when a close friend has to go away so soon ='(.

Nastya, I really hope we’ll meet at the 9th, and then on summer!

wanna go to Leningrad too, though one bad girl really hurt me. =\ hope to go there on my first weekend in this module. hoo, so much to do!

here it is

so, here it is. 2010.

well, what it brings? I believe, nothing really brilliant. just the same year of this same grey life, unfortunately. everything’s so wicked and sick.

I am depressed again.. shitty feeling. but what can I do..

wanna shoot some photos of someone..

the new year is coming

it’s really so soon. wow.

it’s snowing hard for the last two days, and it’s fantastic! it’s kind of cold and windy, but it really doesn’t matter. the life is getting better and better every day! love? maybe. =)

well, soon we’ll be crossing another one border. border between the **00 and **10. so we better get ready for another decade of our life! we’re becoming older, wiser and smarter, we’re changing everyday. and with so much to know, we can’t afford sitting and waiting. we must do it all on ouselves! be smart and be enthusiastic! =P

oh yeah, sounds like a crap. well, I just wanted to say, it’s such a beatiful feeling to love and to be loved..

rain

again this shitty rain! I hate it, especially when it shows up right at the moment when it’s least needed! >_<

 

what should I do now? I how a meeting at 1 pm and I don’t wanna be all soaked under this rain! argh, god give me strength!

difficult to realise

I am now alone. I dunno how this would end, and what it would be, but now, after 1 year and 7 months of being together, we split up..

maybe we’ll come together sometime again, I don’t know. I am quite sad, but everything what’s done is done for good, yup. I will hold on, I promise.

to myself, in major.

vintager

well, I finally developed a film which I exposed long-long ago, about 2-3 months ago. I accidentally exposed it as iso100, and then, while taking it out of the camera, I came to know that it was iso400. it’s not a big problem, but, anyway, I put it away for a long time, and yesterday decided, that time has come.

 

so I developed it as iso160 and got a really good result! there is only one issue – contrast. it changes from shot to shot and I really cannot understand why. but, anyway, shots are gorgeous.